They say don't let the past screw up your life, but what if I am
committing the same mistakes over and over again? What if everything in
this universe was a misunderstanding? What if laughter were really
tears? What if this is just a movie or a video game and we're the characters? What
if I am beginning to doubt myself? What if I am doubting "US"?
I'm
scared, scared of what I truly feel. I fear rejection. I fear pain.Yes,
it's better to have tried than not to at all, but sometimes
that just isn't enough. Sometimes what trying does to you is just to get
you hurt. These conflicting
emotions and ideas are killing me inside.
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