Saturday, July 19, 2014
Thursday, July 10, 2014
It only reminds of you
Okay. I have decided to make an entry for you, bastard. haha!
Sooooo, what's the worst part of playing a random playlist in Spotify? It's hearing a certain song that will remind you of someone, sa kasamaang palad, naalala kita sa isa. pwede na pala kitang gawan ng playlist. hahaha! pang-asar lang. >:P
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
Remember "Almost"? yung kanta na inintroduce ko sa'yo para kay sis tapos ang naging ending pareho na tayong na-LSS? after we broke up, pinapatugtog ko to lagi sa tambayan, once bigla kang dumating, nataranta ako. sa halip na next, narestart ko yung kanta. stupid hormones. HAHAHA!
ChristMASS Party. Di ka pumunta so I decided not to go also. Kaya pala pinipilit mo ko umattend kasi may gimik ang brods.
Days after, nag-uusap tayo sa ym. yes. ym pa talaga gabi-gabi. haha. You sent me a music file. Sabi mo from brods' avenue (kasi wala akong kopya :().. I listened to the song and asked you kung sino yung kumakanta. sagot mo,"naiinlab ka lang dun sa boses", only then I realized na ikaw pala ang nagrecord nun and everytime na pineplay mo siya pag magkasama tayo, iniiskip mo yung part na pumiyok ka. funny tho.
December 31, 2009. Siyempre, ym pa din kasi christmas break. You said you were busy preparing for Media Noche, you played "I Gotta Feeling".
I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night
Alam mo na ngayon, kada naririnig ko yan, naaalala ko yung first and last new year na "tayo". hahaha! cheeee! >:)
A day after the break-up, nasa workshop pa din ako para sa HUM2 diorama project namin, loudspeaker si phone, random songs yung nagpeplay, kung ano man ang nakasave sa memory card, until...
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I was like, "anong title nyan? bakit meron nyan sa phone ko??!" Ang kantang nagpaiyak sakin ng ilang araw.
At dahil si Guen ang shoulder-to-cry-on ko during those times, meron din siyang contribution to the list:
she texted me once, "hay fatima, art of letting go ang background music ko habang naglalaba. hahaha!"
at may pahabol pa yan wag ka! '06 Wet & Wild, kinantahan ako nila Karl, Salve, Ara at Guen.
Ang pagtiyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga
Na wala nang ginagawa kundi ang paluhain ka.
stress and sigaw on "TANGA".
MARAMING SALAMAT HA, tunay kayong kaibigan! HAHAHAHA!
oh siya, wag kang mag-alala, yesterday ended last night; We ended "us" a very long time ago. pasalamat ka mabait ako. :P
Sooooo, what's the worst part of playing a random playlist in Spotify? It's hearing a certain song that will remind you of someone, sa kasamaang palad, naalala kita sa isa. pwede na pala kitang gawan ng playlist. hahaha! pang-asar lang. >:P
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
Remember "Almost"? yung kanta na inintroduce ko sa'yo para kay sis tapos ang naging ending pareho na tayong na-LSS? after we broke up, pinapatugtog ko to lagi sa tambayan, once bigla kang dumating, nataranta ako. sa halip na next, narestart ko yung kanta. stupid hormones. HAHAHA!
ChristMASS Party. Di ka pumunta so I decided not to go also. Kaya pala pinipilit mo ko umattend kasi may gimik ang brods.
Days after, nag-uusap tayo sa ym. yes. ym pa talaga gabi-gabi. haha. You sent me a music file. Sabi mo from brods' avenue (kasi wala akong kopya :().. I listened to the song and asked you kung sino yung kumakanta. sagot mo,"naiinlab ka lang dun sa boses", only then I realized na ikaw pala ang nagrecord nun and everytime na pineplay mo siya pag magkasama tayo, iniiskip mo yung part na pumiyok ka. funny tho.
December 31, 2009. Siyempre, ym pa din kasi christmas break. You said you were busy preparing for Media Noche, you played "I Gotta Feeling".
I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night
Alam mo na ngayon, kada naririnig ko yan, naaalala ko yung first and last new year na "tayo". hahaha! cheeee! >:)
A day after the break-up, nasa workshop pa din ako para sa HUM2 diorama project namin, loudspeaker si phone, random songs yung nagpeplay, kung ano man ang nakasave sa memory card, until...
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I was like, "anong title nyan? bakit meron nyan sa phone ko??!" Ang kantang nagpaiyak sakin ng ilang araw.
At dahil si Guen ang shoulder-to-cry-on ko during those times, meron din siyang contribution to the list:
she texted me once, "hay fatima, art of letting go ang background music ko habang naglalaba. hahaha!"
at may pahabol pa yan wag ka! '06 Wet & Wild, kinantahan ako nila Karl, Salve, Ara at Guen.
Ang pagtiyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga
Na wala nang ginagawa kundi ang paluhain ka.
MARAMING SALAMAT HA, tunay kayong kaibigan! HAHAHAHA!
oh siya, wag kang mag-alala, yesterday ended last night; We ended "us" a very long time ago. pasalamat ka mabait ako. :P
Monday, June 23, 2014
Courage to be happy!
"kung di mo rin lang kayang kantahin ang isang kanta, hayaan mo na lang ito at pakinggan habang kinakanta ng iba.."
dalawang bagay lang yan, (1) mapapaos ka na nga, magmumukha ka pang tanga, o (2) mageenjoy at makikihum ka na lang habang kinakanta siya ng "TAMA" ng iba.
"kumbaga sa pag-ibig, kung talagang mahal mo siya, pero hindi talaga kayo para sa isa't isa, hayaan mo nalang siyang maging masaya sa piling ng taong mas mahal niya."
Parang bulaklak lang yan, kung hindi mo kayang alagaan, huwag mo na lang pitasin. Hayaan mo na lang siya sa taong mas mag-aalaga, magpapahalaga at magmamahal sa kanya. Okay, assuming you can do it, but someone else can do it better than you. Let go if you can't handle the situation. Let go.
There may be dignity in not giving up on someone you truly love, but there is more dignity in letting them go so they can experience better love. You just have to have the courage: to take some risks, to let go, to feel the pain, and to be happy. After all, life is about the choices we make.
Have the courage to choose the things that will make you truly happy!
Know your limitations and defy them.
Make a lot of friends, then filter them.
Fall in love, but ALWAYS guard your heart.
Break the rules.
Set yourself free.
YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!
...tbc
p.s. Sorry for the disorganized thoughts, it's the time of the month so I just need an outlet. 😛😁😌☺️😊
Sunday, June 22, 2014
Midlife what?
So I've noticed that my usual self is not the usual self that I am used to. I've been thinking too much and too far from the present scenario.
until I bumped off with this list...
✅ Looking into the mirror and you no longer recognize yourself
⁉️ Desiring to quit a good job.
✅ Unexplained bouts of depression when doing tasks that used to make you happy.
✅ Change of habits. Activities which used to bring pleasure now are boring. Unable to complete or concentrate on tasks which used to be easy.
✅ It feels good to get hurt.
✅ Wanting to run away from everything.
✅ A desire to get into physical shape.
✅ Irritability or unexpected anger.
✅ A desire to surround yourself with different settings.
✅ Desiring a simple life.
✅ Keep re-asking yourself: “Where am I going with my life?
And it goes on and on and on..
Then I wondered, "when will it be popped out? Somebody let me know please!"
...
Okay. I am running out of ideas now. I just need a venting space for this. 😔😌😐😕😯😑
...
By the way, dreams, they suck! Oh please subconscious mind, stop messing around..
Sunday, June 15, 2014
Bicol Escapade
8 hours by bus and another 2 hours by boat..
We left early the next day. Again, 2 hrs by sea going to Paracale, 45 minutes to Daet, another 2 hrs to Naga and 2 and a half hours para marating ang kaharian ni Salve sa Legazpi. Almost whole day travel para lang nakakain ng Alimango at native na Bicol Express. Fiesta sa dining table nila Salve!!
siyempre, last stop.. Cagsawa Ruins :) Buti na lang nagpakita si Mayon..
Tinatamad ako magsulat, next time na ang matinong write up. :)
HELLO CALAGUAS!!
"wala namang nakakakilala satin, tara, two-piece na!!" -monmon
We left early the next day. Again, 2 hrs by sea going to Paracale, 45 minutes to Daet, another 2 hrs to Naga and 2 and a half hours para marating ang kaharian ni Salve sa Legazpi. Almost whole day travel para lang nakakain ng Alimango at native na Bicol Express. Fiesta sa dining table nila Salve!!
siyempre, last stop.. Cagsawa Ruins :) Buti na lang nagpakita si Mayon..
Tinatamad ako magsulat, next time na ang matinong write up. :)
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
Friday, May 30, 2014
Buhay OFW
"Once a year, As often as possible, go to someplace you've never been." - Dalai Lama
April has been a very busy and "nomadic" month for me. A month full of "first steps" on places that are very far from home.
While being in a foreign country may be fun, it entails a lot of costs; believe me when I say "A LOT"! :) (especially if you're in Saigon and Bangkok. DO NOT stay near Ben Than Market and any BTS station. HAHAHA!)
For some reasons, I cannot share photos of my 2014 Dora Adventures: April Chapter. :))))
Travel bucket list update:
April has been a very busy and "nomadic" month for me. A month full of "first steps" on places that are very far from home.
While being in a foreign country may be fun, it entails a lot of costs; believe me when I say "A LOT"! :) (especially if you're in Saigon and Bangkok. DO NOT stay near Ben Than Market and any BTS station. HAHAHA!)
For some reasons, I cannot share photos of my 2014 Dora Adventures: April Chapter. :))))
Travel bucket list update:
SOMEDAY, I WILL, PROMISE! :)
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